Kuroshiro's blog

zzz exam is helded next week ... now i'm struggling to study but keeps distracted by other things .... espicially my stupid brother .... freaking annoying !!! (what i'm thinking all time : urusai , urusai , URUSAI BAKA !!! )

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

HEY YOU THERE !! YES , YOU . can you calculate out a division out of a lot of decimal places WITHOUT calculator , paper , "shuan pan" those calculating devices ? Daniel Tammet can . He recalculate PI (77 over 3 or 3.142 that we use at secondary school which is much shorten ) to 22,514 digits !!! and still without calculating devices and within 5 hour (amazing) more details go to the website which i found him and some youtube video , here's the link (awesome) :
10 people with incredible abilities (other 9 is awesome thou)
Danial Tammet-the boy with incredible brain (1/5)
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why there's a lot of things that i wanted to forget but i can't ... no matter how hard i tried to erase that part of my memory , it wont go away or even i sucessfully forgotten bout it ... it'll reappear the next day ... come on ... let me forget about it already ...

Final exam is around the corner and it's waving to all of the students of SMK BUD(2)!
I cant belive how time flies...2 weeks passed ...
2 weeks ago i was like > ceh still got 2 weeks ma, no need to rush ...
now need to keep on studying and i promised my friend that i'll draw her a drawing of David Archuleta (i told her i'll pass it to her on next monday ...)
Now the top priority is study and draw that so-hard-to-draw drawing >.<

WALAO A KEPT FORGETING PASSWORDSSSSS , WHY I GOT 40+DIFFRENT PASSWORD !!!! NOW I'M CONFUSED WHICH ONE IS WHICH'S PASSWORD !!!!! NEED TO TRY A FEW TIMES TO LOGIN FB , BLOG , ETC. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

holiday is gonna ends in two days,five days have gone so fast...... the next thing i "nooooo"ed is EXAM T.T (3rd nov) . lol i've done nothing is past five day (includin today) just studied a little , blogin ,facebookin and ... hey wait ... OMG I HAVEN"T DONE MY HOME WORK !!! GOTTA GO NOW !!!

last time i promised to hike at Gasing Hill today but...i...i totally forgotten about it , so i didn't set the arlam...suddenly my maid wake me up i was like -> what ?? what ?? (blurr blurr) she said my friend is waiting for me outside my house .... then i was like > OMG i forgotten today i'll hike with my friend and his dad .They are waiting 4 me like 20 minute already ,so i quickly changed and grab an extra shirt and bottle then we're off .when we reach there and warm up already then we went in Gasing Hill .after a short walk i feel like wanted to pee =.= but i'm in the middle of a jungle (reserved forset la,i think...) then i have to endure ,then my friend feels sick so he went back first(i dont want to,wanted to finish the whole track)then i continue (uphill - jog , downhil- walk,b'cause scared fell down -.-) hikin .when i finally come out , i was like > WHERE'S THE TOILET !!!??? (i didnt shout la, just keep on finding ...) then my i wake my friend up and ask him where's the toilet ... he said there's no toilet nearby... so i tell myself "later go for breakfast sure got toilet de... then guess what ? even the restaurant dont hav toilet !!
i'll just have to endure until home T.T ...

ever heard a game named Dead Space ?... ... i heard my friend talking about this game, Dead Space IS FREAKING SCARY !!! and bla bla bla ... so i decided to download and play the free demo version of dead space(see how scary it is...)... ... i ... i actually screamed when i'm was playing that game ( one time only la) ... ... and i'm still trembling when i'm typing this post... anyway it's a awesome and s..s..sc..sca..scary (for me) ... hey those whos reading this post and either owned a ps3 or a super pro computer, you must try this game
here's some pic of that game

have you ever eaten in the sky? nah neither have i... but guess what ? i found this awesome post at some else's webpage when i'm surfing through the internet.
anyway i'm soo lazy to copy and paste the whole thing except the link (of course )
dining in the sky
soo awch some =D (still using some of the "language")

wee awesome a wee some aww ee some .i woke up and jog today (nah it's not awuch some ) , then i jog again bout 5 some thing aftanoont (nah it's not a wee some too ) . The awuch some one is i played basket ball with some feind (friend) played two raund (round) 1st raund 4 on 2, it's not fun at all , my feind koop (keep) on solo-ing and still lose point that kind T.T but we still managed to win 20 on 16 (so closa) 2nd round muahaha 3 on 1 , 2 oft my friend gone home and i solo 3 ppl(all standard 5-6 only so i'm way taller than them muahaha) i koop on scoring and the ruselt (result ) score is 20 to 4 wahahaha i bully them in basket ball (in school cannot alraedy play(already) the sutiotian (situation) is tatoly (totaly ) oppesito (opposite) T.T i wanna improve my drawing,badminton,basketball skill,and much much more T.T if possible i wanna master everything (a nearly impossible dream)

i planned to wake up early and jog yesterday, but i cant wake up (maybe i cant wake up because i played computer until late night T.T ).when i woke up i was like --> omg so late already !! then aiyaa i'll jog at 5:30 pm la .
but i totally forgotten that day is my grandma's birthday ... so we're goin there to celebrate her birthday... we went there from about 2 pm to 11PM !!
I totally cannot jog and i missed the mooncake festival (party? i think .whatever it is la) i don't really wanted to follow to celebrate my grandma's b'day but i had no choice T.T
but anyway i managed to wake up and jog today haha ^^

something awesome happened at my class yesterday (not really awesome la). here's what happened : ravin tried to kick an empty bottle for some reason (i dont know ), but he missed and the bottle fly towards zheng yi's head . zheng yi managed to dodge the bottle right before it hit his head ! it's so cool .then our teacher's angry already, he picked up the bottle and throw ravin ... i dont know whether the bottle hit him or not but anyway the bottle hitted shu zhen (she's sleeping ) . that woke her up , she though ravin's the one that throwed the bottle, so chased ravin ( wanted to kill him).they banged zheng yi's table and tommy's water bottle spilled then soaked zheng yi's bag . they both freaked out ( one is his bag and another one is his water bottle )

the whole class is totally chaos that time ,the whole thing is a bit like final destination >.<