Kuroshiro's blog

well ... i posted it >< , not really gonna take it down now (unless i'm told to ) but need to express it out a bit , it's kinda affecting me , moodless to practice draw recently so don't even talk about studying ... i felt every "矛盾 " now , wanted to someone to know about something but at the same time dont want .. ugh i'm not sure anymore .. well what's posted is posted , i'm not sure what am i typing now ._.

I don't really post posts like this but i guess that this blog is dead enough for me to post ... i think recently, after the camp ,the feeling that I wanted to be with her is getting stronger but I cant do anything because her mom doesn't allow her to date and she's supposed to avoid me .I thought it's just during secondary but it turned out to be all the way until she's working .That kinda hitted me cuz just shortly before i know that news a part of me told me something like "Just two more years to go Ken , keep it up " .Anyways , I do treasure the momment when we're together and eventhought i'm getting a little impatient now but I'll wait ...